Hey Hey HEY!

Yo, so Software sent me an email today explaining that he was a little wary of getting a hotel and screwing around considering all of the hubub out the murder of that retard from craigslist. I call her a retard because all of her actions were absolutely retarded. I’m SO fucking cautious. ANYWHO, so he wants more phone sex (which is tolerable) and will be mailing more cash! SAAWWEEEET! I think I’ll consider meeting him given the relationship so far. BUT, in a public place. 

Le Skier CALLED me from and unidentified number, and I answered it right in front of my aunt. FUCKING AWKWARD. I feel bad because I’m sure he has low self esteem and I was quite short with him on the phone. I should send him an email. Its on my to do list. Along with making a gillion dollars! lol I’m so lame. 

I have also been talking to someone new, who wants a long term girlfriend on the side. He is married, but lives a lone. He is a doctor near the city who wants to go out, have a good time, and help someone out. THAT WOULD BE ME. 

OK more school work less talking about sex and selling myself. I still feel really weird about all of this. I go back and forth. Its simple, have sex for cash, but yet its sooo complicated. And I guess I rationalize it by saying its not sex for cash, but if someone told me they were doing this, I would just say, “Wow, you are a fucking whore.” I’m pretty honest like that. 

xo

Hungover

Cool. I went out last night with friends and am a bit hungover. Whatevs. 

So Software said he might be able to meet on Friday, but now can’t. He is going to call me later to keep me updated. He said something happened. 

New guy; Jake. He sent me an email with a picture before, but he was kinda (like really) nerdy looking so I didnt respond. He sent another, so I did. We’ll see how that turns out. 

Another new guy, Lincoln, emailed me. We went back and forth and this morning I got one saying he met someone else. WELL LA DEE FREAKIN DA! 

OK sorry I haven’t been writing a ton, just busy busy with school (I graduate in a month) and other shiz. Lets chat later. 

EDIT: Ohhh I get, Software said he he couldnt meet because of all the “new and stuff happening in Boston”. There was a murder at a hotel of a woman who advertised herself as a masseuse from NYC. She was shot in her own hotel room and there is one person of interest. Awful. But this is why you can’t be stupid about this stuff. I fully understand that this is dangerous. I would never randomly go meet someone and get a hotel with them. This is why I want to MEET someone first in a public place. Not that I still couldn’t get killed, but you understand. This girl advertised on craigslist, another GIANT fucking mistake. Craigslist is for looking for garage sales, apartments and used tires, not sexual partners. Seekingarrangement.com is specifically for those who want relationships (if thats what you can call them). Let SOMEONE know you are out and call or text them when you are safely home. I don’t know what else to say. 

Please be safe. Don’t be stupid. 

xo

Woooo Hooo What A Way To Start The Day

So I just had phone sex. I was sleeping, since I have been working overnights, and my text message ringer goes off. I always look at them for work and all, and it was Software! He is on business this week in Ohio, and since we still haven’t been able to meet up, he wanted to have some phone sex. He wasn’t great; not super descriptive, a lot of “cum for me” and “oh yeahs” but I have new batteries in my vibrator so all things were taken care of.

I’ve gotten a few new emails. Some from guys who ask for pictures, then want one more, then one more, which is a total waste of time and is fucking annoying. I’ve been talking to some who sound promising, but nothing too serious yet, but ya’ll know I’ll keep you updated! 

Also, I just wanted to thank everyone who has been reading this blog. I hope you find it entertaining, if not enlightening and sarcastic. This is all a very weird journey for me and thanks for being a part, whether you agree with what I say or not!

 

xo

Jeeze, Yeah!

Ok so Software had to cancel because of work, which worked out because I had so much school work to do which I ended not doing anyways. I’m trying to do it now and as you can see I am failing. Anyways, so he emailed me this morning saying he was sorry he had to cancel and he wanted to make it up to me. NICE. He asked if he could mail me something, and I said OK because I have a PO box. EVEN BETTER. He said he mailed it, and it was cash. WTF AMAZING?! I didn’t even have to do anything, although, I expect he’s expecting something in return. We’re supposed to have some phone sex soon which is cool and a decent substitute for the real thing because I haven’t had sex since October and really want to get some. We’ll see when it gets here .   . . 

So Boston emails me saying if I dont like oral sex and orgasming from that than we wouldn’t be good match. First off, how fucking far out of left field is that? And second, WHO DOESNT LIKE ORAL SEX?! Or orgasms? Did he seriously just ask me that? “No, sorry, I hate getting off and really hate it when someone is putting their warm, soft, wet tongue all over my pussy making is so wet and hot.” LOL. Anywho, we are supposed to meet up this Friday if I don’t end up taking my nieces out to lunch. 

I am still having second thoughts about all of this; I feel weird about having sex with married men, taking “gifts” for it, and dealing with socially fucked men. Oh well! Take ‘em for all they’ve got, right? We’ll see. 

 

xo

Soooo I’ve Had, Like, 3 Glasses of Wine Already.

Yeah, I have almost 12 hours to myself, and my aunt decides to break out one of her good bottles of wine (haha like theirs a shitty one!). Anyways, so please excuse any EXCESSIVELY obnoxious behaviour. I also should be studying for a class I am sucking in but fuck it. 

OK. New emails! A guy we will call Boston. Older, not horrible looking, wanting a girl with goals and ambition to help along the way. He is supposed to call me any minute now. Still waiting. 

And my first meet up! OMG I’m so nervous. So we’ll call him Software. He is a 40 something looking for a VERY private meet up. He is married with kids who he goes home to at night. He wants a girl he can meet up with once a week for a couple of hours to let loose with (screw) and talk. We are meeting tomorrow afternoon for coffee. NICE. But scary! This is my first meet up. Crazy. I feel kind of skanky, whorish, dont know what to think. But as long as I keep myself focused on not attaching myself. He said he had a “girlfriend” for about a year, but she moved away. We chatted on the phone for 15 minutes about what we wanted and expected; we both agreed on each others terms, looks like a match. He wants safe safe safe sex, including during oral (yey!) so I’m excited he isn’t some deviant or anything. Cool. 

RECAP CORRECT: Boston called me back. He’s some sort of management specialist; weird on the phone. He wants a long term mentorship type thing. After we talked, he said, “thanks, but I sense you aren’t interested. Thank you anyways.” I texted back (like a bad bitch would) “Check your senses. You are welcome!” I then get back, “So when do you want to start getting spoiled, and how much do you want for an allowance?” OMG WTF am I supposed to say to that? How about a fucking Mibach and  a black Amex? Shoot for the sky. LOL. IDK, I’m going to have to sit on this one. What do you write when someone hands you a blank check? Go greedy, or stay modest? I’m going to have to use the ol’ noodle on this one. 

I’ll let ya’ll know how tomorrow goes . . . well . . . TOMORROW!

xo

OK, So Now I’m Getting It!

So, now I know why most of these dudes want to “help” a young, gorgeous girl. They are either really fucking old, or really fucking ugly. 

Mike . . . WELL, let me give you some advice, Mike, if you want to really catch a lady, try not to send her nude pictures. EW. This big hairy dude sent me nude pictures. His body was OK for a 47 year old, but his face was that of a 600 lb. man! Fat Face Syndrome. And seriously, nude pics are such a turn off. So I’m not emailing him back. 

And a new guy, Eddy, is really ugly. And when I say “ugly”, I mean, like, someone beat his face in with a frying pan and shit on it. And I don’t mean to sound shallow, but this is what I *think* about everyone when I see them; unfiltered honesty. From my brain. 

So, basically, I don’t think either of these dudes will work out. 

I didn’t think this would be so difficult! I thought I would maybe come across (hmmm like Mike, but still no response) a man, like maybe one of your friends dads in high school, that  was really good looking for his age and if you had the balls and weren’t a slut in high school you would have totally banged him. I’ve got faith, though. 

Luv Ya’ll xoxo

No, it’s OK.

So Skier called me today. He woke me up; I’ve been sleeping crazy hours because I have been working overnights. He’s actually pretty nice. He has 5 kids and a wife; 3 kids are grown with other kids. He asked me for more pictures, so I sent him a couple from a Halloween party when I dressed as a catholic schoolgirl; he replied they were hot. DUH?! They were of me. Lol. I digress. He “cant wait to see me”. 

OK so I feel this is getting boring, so I’ll wait until I actually meet him to write, which should be in about two weeks. In the mean time, I’ll keep you updated with info from the dude in Dubai, and two new guys who emailed me; Vin and Mike. 

See ya’!

This is the newscast I saw

Oh, Hello!

I am starting this blog because this shit is crazy. Crazy for me, because this is totally out of character. Crazy for you, because maybe you don’t know about this Sugar Daddy/Sugar Baby world. And crazy again for those of you who are in the SB/SD world and want to hear someone else’s experience!

OK, so I am your average 22 year old Senior in college. I have a car. My body is pretty average and my face is above average (think Meryl Streep).  I live with family members (bc its rent free, betch!) and I have a job. I’m a good girl. I’ve only slept with 3 dudes; I HATE skanks.  I have a horrible conscience which prevents me from ever deviating from a schedule/plan. EVER. I literally have anxiety attacks if I do.  I’m working on this. I’m also very curious/devious/devilish yet have never acted on this. I’m very judgmental at first; I’ll tear  you apart. And for my own likeness, let me tell you I am fantastic in bed. That was purely for me. 

So I saw something on the news about “sugar daddies” and “sugar babies” the other day. I thought, “Oh, cool. Whores get shit because they are hot and screw.” Simple math, right? Sex(everyone likes) + Money(everyone likes) = ENJOYMENT FOR EVERYONE. So, what I’m saying is, it’s like, why don’t more people do this? It’s just logical! I figure because there are a lot of people who are like me and have terrible consciousnesses that follow them like a shadow. AND little things called self respect and dignity. 

My curiosity got the best of me. I googled the site they talked about on the newscast, www.seekingarrangement.com. Bland, but interesting. I made an account. Filled out the descriptions. Thats it. I debated putting  up a picture; I would put one up, then took it down before it was approved and posted. I think I did that two or three times before I left it to be approved. I used a picture I knew no one had ever seen, and cropped my face out; just my body. Then, I put a blurred one up of my face. S C A R Y. But not recognizable. 

Anywho, I connected this website to a gmail account. I neglected both for about a week, and in a moment of boredom, I logged into gmail. “OMG I have like a billion messages!” Well, it was more like 6, from seekingarrangment.com. Neat! They like me, they really really like me! So, naturally, I went to the website and read the messages. Not bad. Some just asking how I am, others asking if I really was looking for “an arrangement”, and others trying to (but failing) romance me. So I responded to the ones that weren’t terribly creepy, and from those replies, we exchanged pictures. Then, those who “liked me” replied again.

From then, there were three that continued. One, lets call him E, was a good looking older guy who asked where I wanted to go from there and I replied, but he never sent back. Whatever. Two, lets call him Laser, was a soft, older doctor who looked like a human version of Droopy the Dog. He seemed nice, and I gave him my number. He left a message for me while I was in class, and he sounded normal. He sent me a picture (the first) from a different email than before, and I failed to notice he said NOT to respond to that one, *and I did*, and never heard from him again. Whevs. He was super ug anyway. Three, who we’ll call Skier, is a prominent Jewish dentist. I did some research, and he is heavily involved in Jewish philanthropy and is extremely family oriented. Wow. Cool. I gave him my number, and he called me. Very nice! He offered me dental care (invisilign, whitening, etc.), said he would never make me do anything I didn’t want to do, and held great conversation. He emailed me later in the day eager to meet. His schedule is difficult because he wants this to be super discrete, and and mine is too, as I am in the middle of quitting a part time job (while working a full time and doing school). 

SO thats it so far. I got some new emails today that I just responded to. Some dude in Dubai. Who knew?! I’ll have more later. 

Let me know if this was helpful, educational, if you hated it, whatever. Feedback!

xoxo