Hey Hey HEY!
Yo, so Software sent me an email today explaining that he was a little wary of getting a hotel and screwing around considering all of the hubub out the murder of that retard from craigslist. I call her a retard because all of her actions were absolutely retarded. I’m SO fucking cautious. ANYWHO, so he wants more phone sex (which is tolerable) and will be mailing more cash! SAAWWEEEET! I think I’ll consider meeting him given the relationship so far. BUT, in a public place.
Le Skier CALLED me from and unidentified number, and I answered it right in front of my aunt. FUCKING AWKWARD. I feel bad because I’m sure he has low self esteem and I was quite short with him on the phone. I should send him an email. Its on my to do list. Along with making a gillion dollars! lol I’m so lame.
I have also been talking to someone new, who wants a long term girlfriend on the side. He is married, but lives a lone. He is a doctor near the city who wants to go out, have a good time, and help someone out. THAT WOULD BE ME.
OK more school work less talking about sex and selling myself. I still feel really weird about all of this. I go back and forth. Its simple, have sex for cash, but yet its sooo complicated. And I guess I rationalize it by saying its not sex for cash, but if someone told me they were doing this, I would just say, “Wow, you are a fucking whore.” I’m pretty honest like that.
xo
